I need some TrimSpa

Darn! Anna Nicole Looks So hot now! i need to lose some weight and you can help me by Donating some extra cash. afterall, I can't afford the 269 bucks they want for the stuff....so if yo uhave an extra dollar or two then donate it to me :)
Please?

I'm going to post this on the sidebar too...but I just wanted to let everyone know why i need a donation.....I need to look hot! :)

YAWN..........

I don't know what I'm doing up at this hour...but here i am. Up!
What to do what to say? I have no real idea.
I do know I want to write another poem but my creative juices just isn't flowing.
Maybe I should just go to bed. Yes I think i will cause no one's online and nothing more to do tonight then just flood my blog up with stupidness and floor the message boards up that I frequent.
Oh I took my oldest to ChuckE.Cheese's Tonight we both had fun :) i guess I'm just a big kid at heart.
Well Someone Please Please leave me a comment. ;)

My friday five

This week Fridayfive.org doesn't have any new ones so i took an ole' one from their archives for this week here it goes............

. What's the most daring thing you've ever done? Ran away as a teenager, ended up in NM

2. What one thing would you like to try that your mother/friend/significant other would never approve of? take a cruise..the only reason they wouldn't approve is because i can't afford it.

3. On a scale of 1-10, what's your risk factor? (1=never take risks, 10=it's a lifestyle)
a good 5 when i'm normal a 12 when i'm manic. and a 1 when I'm depressed
4. What's the best thing that's ever happened to you as a result of being bold/risky?
I had my 3 Children that I adore!
5. ... and what's the worst? umm, getting married *LOL*

Everything is SO-So

I have felt So-SO all day today. A little Good a Little Bad, Maybe my mood is starting to come back up or maybe my medicine is actually starting to work!! At any rate, I don't have much to say nothing really new going on. My oldest is spending the night with his Pappy (granddad). The babies are still so sick I don't see any sign that they maybe getting better. they are so cranky its not even funny. i wish they start acting like there old self again. What to do?

All Alone

I feel all alone today. I feel as if I don't have anybody anymore I know its my own fault because I shut everyone out of my life all the time. I don't know what to do. My boyfriend hasn't emailed me back yet and i'm beginning to worry if he wants to call it quits!


Otherwise, The babies are still sick, diarehha and throwing up there birthday is coming up in a few weeks I hope they are better by then. Dakota is doing well I was suppose to go to a meeting this morning with his teacher and In-School Physcologist but I couldn't get the time off of work to go. I'll have to reschedule for next month sometime when i can take some time off from work. We are 2 days behind schedule at work thats one of the reasons i couldn't get off.

Learning Something New at Work!

Well today and Yesterday and the rest of the week I'll be in a different area training. I got to get on and drive the Reach today. that was kinda scarry! I was bumping into things and wrecking the whole time. i'm glad Mikasa is an understanding enviroment and gives you tons of chances to get something right when you are just learning how to do something.
I had Chicken Livers for dinner last night. My mom fried them for me/ i bought them. THey were YUMMY!! :)Tonight Spaggetti is on the menu.
Well the kiddies are still at daycare so i better go now and pick them up!
:) bye

Babies are SO SICK!

Urgh! the twins has a stomach virus thing. I hate it when they are sick, they are so cranky and don't want anything but to whine....Urgh! they are throwing up all the time. which doesnt' help my poor carpet any. At least my oldest ins't sick (YET) i'm keepin' my fingers crossed he doesn't get sick.



Well i think my car is about to go, i've only had it for a year and i think its about to go...
not much else to talk about this second....... :) have a nice day, hopefully its better than mine!!

MY FRIDAY FIVE

When was the last time you...

1. ...went to the doctor? December


2. ...went to the dentist?*LOL* about 7 years ago...(no my teeth are all intact and white)


3. ...filled your gas tank? My father filled it for me Tuesday/ other than that it was like the tuesday before last.


4. ...got enough sleep?*LOL* Years!


5. ...backed up your computer? I can't, I only have a CD Rom drive no floppy disk drive here so I could lose everything all of a sudden.

Phone Love

I thought I was all alone
But I wasn't.
I was on the phone
but who was it?
Do I really know who you are.
You seem so far, yet so close
I think I need another dose
of my medicine that makes me sleep
But all I want to do is Weep.
I miss you so much and we haven't even met
inside you make me so wet.
Just hearing your voice
soothes my mad and sad heart
opps i'm sorry for that fart!

A New Man...........Maybe!

HEY ALL...its been a little while.
I have a date tommorrow! Yea go me!
I'm still debating when or when not to tell him im bi....bipolar that is.
I don't want to scare a good man away...although if i don't like him much i could use it to my advantage..you see i have yet to meet him i meet him on the personals...
What should I do...?

Oh Btw, could Someone Please Tell me how to add the Comment Feature on my blog!? I'm sorta unfamilar with the blogging info stuff.

okay is a little afte 6 and i'm up online Why?
cause i'm too sick to go to work................so i called in.........
I'm not going to grose you with the details of my sickness, that would be too much.
i haven't had my meds. in 2 days WHOOPPEEE that means i'm on cloud nine as we speak.
MANIA that is, luckly i feel good b/c everyhting is going my way although i get ticked off pretty easily. so watch out!!


*LOL**LOL**LOL*
crystal

Well So far today is going rather slow..
I didn't want to get out of my bed and My oldest wanted a Peanut butter and Jelly sandwich
so i crawled out of bed to make him a sandwich. I still haven't gotten the babies out of bed yet but as soon as i'm done with this post i'm going to have to..there probably hungry too.
Sunday is Sit and be lazy day.
But i can't i have to clean my room and fix my closet, the bar the clothes hangs on fell!
Can you believe that?
Well i offically blogged for today maybe i'll add more later maybe i won't at any rate the babies are whinning so i must tend to them NOW.

NEWS FOR TODAY

Well the word for today is Surviving! I feel like Screaming!
the kids are getting on my nerves and the mound of dirty clothes seems to be getting bigger instead of smaller despite i've been washing all day!! GRRR...
Can anyone relate to this? and BTW how do I put a tag book on my blog..email me at alwayz_blu@yahoo.com if u want to give me advice...


Thanks,
Peace OUT!

Okay its been like what a Year since i've been blogging!
I figured i could start at least a few times a week to update everyone on my Odd life.
I don't really sleep around anymore
I just got diagnosed with Bipolar disorder and attribute the way i've acted on that.
My babies are Growing the Twins are almost 2 and My oldest is 4 and in Preschool.
things are going well being single is going okay.
I have a job. :) so i'm not home all the time anymore which is great.
I don't know what else to say.